First Kiss

My Dream, My Wish, My Prayer

Touching, kissing and sex are all so easy, especially these days. Heartbreaks because of relationship problems can be found on almost every page, but true love and a pure marriage; that is hard to come by.

People wonder why so many relationships are so hard and end badly. I think it’s because people aren’t waiting for true love, instead they are looking for love and being blinded from true feelings by physical contact and outward beauty. I don’t know about a guy, but as a girl I can tell you that even grabbing hands for a second can make your head spin and then you can’t see the full picture, just the physical feeling.

Touching, kissing and sex are wonderful things in the right situation. That is, within the bonds of marriage when a man and a woman are one.

A lot of people, actually most people think my high standards are nuts! Well they are. The thing people flip the most about is that I want my first kiss to be at the altar when I have said, “I do,” which is not easy. I’m a 17 year old who has never even gone out with a guy before and it has already been physical torture.

I had a dream recently; it was so real I was sure it was really happening. I was with a guy, and we were so close I could almost feel the kiss and I thought all I had to do was move an inch and I would finally have my first kiss. Part of me began to wonder if I was dreaming then, and it was almost like it was a test.

What would you do? You want to be kissed so badly, and this guy (or girl if you are a guy) comes to you in your dream, he/she is right there. It feels enough like a dream to know it

wouldn’t really be a kiss and you could kind of get away with it, but it feels real enough to think you could actually get it. Sounds like a perfect situation. What would you do? Honestly.

I turned my head and buried my face in my arm.

Here are the reasons I won’t kiss a guy till marriage:

1.	I don’t trust myself. If I get part, I want all; I won’t be satisfied with a kiss until I get more, so I must wait till I have the right to have it all.
2.	I don’t trust guys; they are just as human as I am.
3.	I want my first kiss to be special. Just like I only want to ever have sex with one man and that only ever being my husband, I only want to kiss that man too, whoever he is, and right now only the Lord knows who he is. I want it to be beautiful. I want it to be a sacred moment.

I just read about a guy who said his first kiss was awful, but it was at 13. I believe if he had waited till marriage his answer would have been different. You may think I’m just guessing, but I’m not. I personally know a man who didn’t kiss his wife until the altar and he said it was worth it. I also know people who didn’t wait, and they regret it.

You save your kisses, it will be less temptation, and more beautiful.

Don’t forget, it isn’t easy! For me, it is the hardest fight, but I believe in the end the reward is great!